ah ah i don"t think so!



hah~damn tiring!..first thing in the morn was like blood test.i have to take it since i will going to genting!hah~..upset that the 05 badge of sec4s not going!shutz!freakingly bored.ya its like a few months i didnt play the horn and getting back the right pitch and sound was so stanger.i played alot of wrong notes and my instructo look at me!i was practically searching for the sound!hah~
ok i tried hard and after mspitch again and guess what its only a few weeks i think 3 more weeks to competition but in two weeks time eveything must be good.i though after Os is officially over.i can relax but for god sake that not going to happen.even before Os are over.im getting every pressure!shittylyshit!everyday would be band till the end of nov!
f.y.i.now is the fourth of november!!

so much of band guess what silat is the same!again 24nov im leaving and 23 is my silat comp!tell me..both need High and Strong mentality and emotionally!i can go mad.oh shit!silently i scream!!
oh man.how sheehh..for once i felt like no genting for me means i feel like not going!but too bad i have made a choice and i have to go through such things.
1hour and 24 mins to silat!hah~..i wonder how ill be todays training?!oh man~~~~..
ouh yeah today eka`s bday!happy bday dude!

give me the strength!!!hah~i felt that!!