i think this way!=)

ok i have this thing to do.or maybe choose.
i feel like moving to a new blog or change everything means new template.but i just want smthg new..

hmm ive got a week to do smthg abt it though i know im quite occupied alrdy.
i feel that my commitment in certain things makes me feel so busy..i wish time is so slow,unreal and enjoyable.
hah..

time past fast.
and attachmt came to an end.
well i have to say the last few days..was cool..not that great.but fine as it is
i know one of the days i was so serious..but cool im not mad.
and i had a great time being kena kacau..the nurses there said i walked like a guy?!
haha..i know with the broad shoulder and all..hmm.mane ader?
then they gathered and asked one of the SN to teached me walked like a woman..
and seriously is like the gelek walk you know..mak i pon tk ajar
nehh..crazy..broad shoulders what do you expect..haha.
but its a great time.
i started unmotivated and at least i recovered and did well enough..
i wonder life goes on..
attachee friends were crazy too.but i still miss my friends somehow or another.

with attchmt busyly tired.i missed a lot of stuff.including..futsal silat and entertainmt.
silat.erm not the skool one.ok..competition is in less than 4 wks.:S
im not scared but thinking abt it..surely have xtra trainings..and i will be so occupied.
i even have skool silat..that makes me :X
oh god.i feel like cannot cope like that.hah.
ive been missing training and i have to catch up and again my fitness gonna maintain
and seriously i feel not fit:S
i feel like gg swimming before skool reopens.lap swimming!
hah,skool training hearing trainings is tough somehow.i feel like failing.oh shit.WIRDA NO EH!
get me going.
futsal?ok i think im so lost in this.

now real life begins again.with yr 2 is one step away.
amek kau.
and i seriously need a breather.can i go for a shortshort vacation.out here?!

well maybe i should at least make my one week left holiday a bang.somehow.
monday will be some meetups.tuesday too.with movie getaway.and trainings at nights.
weddie.thursie and fridiie..hmm no plans mayb i shalll rot...

and im falling in love with myself.seeing how much ive grown.
i cant be more happy and proud.
maybe you dont look the best but inside you surely a winnner is in it.
so many things i have achieved.that i think was just a nuisance at that point of time.
oh gosh..i didnt know.. i had accomplished many things that others might not even have.
and i can say its still going..push push push..

well.i met some ppl this wk.got free hugs.somemore?
erm ________.idk
well starting off april seems like bday period.10th april gunawan's bday.
big boy now.he is now taller than me:(
pendek lagi.wish him all the best..he is a great pesilat:)

and i dunno why.
im proud being a pesilat of sunda.
i have accomplished many:)

emotional jugak eh.
wells.
tekak ku sore-ring:(
i need __.lack of enzynes*wink*i always say this to my friends..haha

ok reggeathon.
lack of oxygen=yawning=time to slp btw:)