i think this way!=)


great.mothers day is a day w/o mother.
heh.im not sad i bet mum is having fun heh..
biarin aja..


well i slpt a while just now knowing im sleepy.
i did pharm which was like clueless as i was lazy to think.
i left out a few cos it seems alien.
i need to revise nsl.i hate it..i can but not confident.
im thinking what i should do nxt.
i have ns 1 and ns2.but i have no idea where to start and it's a grp work.
wtf.
nr..haiya another big headache.i should be starting onmy critique cos i know
i wont have the time on wkdays.

im seriously worn out.torn tattered appart.
i get no motivation.seems like but no.hell no.
who is the best person on earth?i have yet to find.
if soccer ball can be alived i bet he would understd.or even mr speedy-dee-doh
to kill my boredom and headache.i sang till it rains:D
it felt better but playing guitar and me dont go well now.:(
aduhh..vocals seems fine.cehh bahh.
and i cant find a song to conclude my life.its always parts and parcel.

ivebeen training hard.resulted to bruises,pains.muscle aching.fatigue.shagged.
im not looking forward for lessons.its all so compact that it has no breather.
why the hell nursing is so damn easy?not.
endure wir!YAK DUSH.
now gg to wk 4.and its totally mangkok hayun.


but to say all.ytd was the first day i was like had no idea what the hell i was doing.
went for training.last till 1 and went out with kak mai.haha.and dina.
they are my silat mates.npsilatmates.
awesomely.i followed them randomly.it wasnt planned..go ahead.
no reverse psychology eh.we move forward not reversing.
well..halfway i felt apart for a while..losing my mood.it was boring at first erm watching the
match.
but was ok fine gradually..
to conclude i had fun lah.
we supposed to watch movie but circumstances tk kasi.
nxt time yo.


one thing for sure.
im a lost asshole.
i dunno why.im losing everything.
even myself.
i dont like lessons so rushing.and i need to go farfarfaraway.
i need a person to hug and tell me everythings ok.

i just wish things turned out to be my way.
can i have what i wished for cos what ive been getting is not ive wanted.
can it be one thing.just one thing for now.just for me not anybody else.
cmon!*sigh*

looking at the brighter side.only the lights is bright.
even the day is glum.so no bright day.
i dunno lah.shittyly ive not been feeling great and worthwhile.since skool started.
i want to gain back the me in ME.

ahhhh shit me.
no more for you.its mine forever.
:-(
reggaethon.