yes.for this year silat competition as a summary.
i got two golds(tsc and psk tanding), a silver(massal tunas mekar) and a bronze(ganda psk)
enough?well im blessed.alhamdulillah:)
ytd marks the say i stop silat for a while.but i still have trainings.
how i wish i can rest..
my body aching plus honeymoon is here every month so it adds to all.
i felt satisfy with myself:D
at least,i manage to win what i could.and i achieve my goals unknowingly
but it was step by step.
my match against sta(semi) wasnt a 100% one..i played simple and blocked punch kick.thats all.
nxt match..was against grasio..that was my aim.for this psk.bcos her luck was to be in the finals only..just be a by and got a silver-.-
i mange to win grasio.i heard she was a national athlete.both of us were rather same weight.
but she is taller than me.
but doesnt mean short must lose you see..
i won.period.though it was 3-2
all i can say,i prove to be a player..not to boast.but im mad ok!
the wasit(ref) was damn bias..if F is the word..well is meant for her.
i never got mad in the arena,ive nvr pasang and sikap a middle finger in the arena,
ive nvr teared in the arena,those nvr happen for the first time.it happened
before the match.
weigh in.supposed no guard worn,she wore it alrdy..-.-
i have to rush to wear,and then wore my vest and they announce calling me for the 2nd time.
ouh F, i thought no guard supposed to be worn.wtf is this?
ok i chill.
first round.pretty much i took the blows.punch kick me i still chill.
she punched me in the face.at my jaw a few times.
the ref said i tunduk.like wtf.that time.i was standing straight.
i dont deny i tunduk..but that time i was standing..you F blind or what?
she wasnt being tembak.gua chill je..tkper,nvm.
i kicked her,she caught my leg.
as she was holding my leg,with me balancing on one leg.
she kicked,punhed me.
that happen a few times.
still the wasit didnt tembak her.she wasnt penalise.
ok,nvm.chill wir.
2nd round.she attacked me,she sepak and punch all the way.
i happily blocked with my terrific block,wonderful mischievious one.and punch and kick.
we play simple.dont rush..later you pancit.
gave her one blowy sepak at the arms.she caught again..and still did what she did in the first round.
ref tk tembak tembak ni...stop the game..KP called the ref,gave her some advice on her stupid refereeing..at that time,i teared in anger.serious shit.
i was damn pissed and angry.i wiped those tears.purposely infront of her.
to make her feel better...in a way..
she come i give good shot.hahahahahaha...best giler!
the ref just give her warning..ref u suck!
she played with her only punch and sepak/sabit.
BORING.
end of the round.she was tired bumped into me on her way back to her cornerman
i pushed her way..haha..cool!i like.pegi mampos.
3rd round.
i was fiery mad..i know it wasnt a fair game afterall.i gave her a few kicks and punch.
and bestloved blocks.
my wakawaka cikuciku friend.
then i got fiery mad.to gave a a few tapaks..
first one.one at the top the vest.give!
her head dingdongdingdong.best giler!
serious shit!mcm budak national..haha..ok tu pantat.
well..she was mad..hahahaha..then she still do whatevr she did.
hell yeah:)
then i gave another one.BEST GILER i tell you.
and pancit.fun..lucky the time was up.if not i give more.
to fight another round...confirm,pancit giler punyer dier.
end of the round before the gong,she cnt take it alrdy.BEST!
i was pancit and emosi bcos of the ref.it wasnt fair.she should be penalised.
nxt time take the oath properly.be fair.
like this how silat gonna improve and progress.
at the corner taking out my vest.
i thought i lost.serious shit.walking towards the middle..
feeling F up.
i looked at the kp.smiling...
tadaaa...i won!yes ah..i teared.i dont deny.
happy plus anger.:)
first time weih psk gold.plus what ive been praying for.
i got a hug from kak syqin.and i teared in her arms.haha:X
tk glamour you..
when fighting i stared at the man.
i looked at abg zul..haha:)
i may not be a good pesilat.i may not be in a well known silat grp to you
not in national team.
well,you gotta be respectful..just a handshake to my seconder is gd enough.
to be an athlete is to accept defeat too.
nxt time.then dont silat lahh.EEEE.
woof woof siol.ch.
STA supported me during my match joining sunda.
they too got emosi...when ref dont tembak..
initiate by kak mai though..thanks lah.
appreciate it much.:)
medal time.
i sat with kak huda(she was my semis opponent)
i made friends with her lah.since she is my npsilat senior and most of my friends npsilat same grp as her.
being mean.
i compare my foot with the grasio girl.hers bigger..and fingers.hers bigger.mine nicenice.haha
but assets.booby..haha:X (im just being mean here)
i talked,disturbed ppl..saje je bikin org bingit skit...she was at my side mahh.facing outwards instead of inwards.
meeee naaaahhhh ceeeee bbbyeee btol.
and she asked me.what grp im from.*cos she dont bother to know her opponent grp you see..
so much of in silat for 6 yrs*..-.-
then.b4 collecting..i asked her..how old are you?she asked me to guess.ok..i guessed.
ok im young.and a small kid.haha:)old hag!
nxt line..like this.
me:*her name*so how long in silat?
she:*suddenly a makcik came(who tf is she?)*...erm she asked how long im in silat eh..*pointing her more fatty fingers to me*
makcik: alamak...i have lost count how many years you in silat eh.dah lame.ive lost count.......*sarcastic laugh plus shouldnt ask that type of face*
she:then you...
me:(alersmak dier tanyer.hahahah..ok i choose to lie/act as is if im counting the years)
erm abt 6 yrs..(big lie)
she: ouhhhhhhhh*step shock and stupid* mine also like that lahhh....
i was like.ok....why the hell you cant count is it?meee nahhh dog dog wooof woof.
amek line aku lagi..-.-..boring~
p.s guys wanna date her.answer is no...cos she have no own stand/say.
she choose to follow..
and im much more cute,sweet,huggable..hahaha.
im definitely no minah too ok.:)
im pissed by her.-.-"
she said,me and kak huda stamina is good for a big size woman category.
haha..wellwellwell..*in my heart,biaser lahh weihh*
ok im just mean..meanie eenie meeniee
nk step puji...diam ah!
if anybody reads this.well.im just stating my thoughts and feeling.
if not happy just close the window.
it is a chapter i made,for my reflects as time goes on.OK!
my memories.as sweet it is with the two golds and a bronze in a month like that.
im blessed.im happy.
wid did a gd job too she got bronze but she made her opponent cried and injured:)
i shall trainn harder:))watching back the match...fires me more.
kak ika got her gold too..:)
itu kakak TKO champion.:)and sewaktu dgnnyer...
it is not an easy ride.
alhamdulillah.Allah lindung us:)
hopefully,things get better
i wanna watch the video again.
and i keep losing weight..
good but not good yousee
i confirm,guarantee plus chop.
my face total attitude *mintk kene tampar punyer*.and the one finger up way gitu..haha:X
i was forced to be like one.so dont blame me:)
this is SWEET! 8)
reggaethon:)
