well,another friday holiday just passed.and i totally wasted it.
i spend the whole day,lazing ard..the only thing,i think,i did was fruitful was folding the laundry.
woots.
and so,skool wk2 just passed past breezely,i guess.again-.-
its so faast,nxt wk 3 and so assignments dueing.
and with the weeks past fast,ct coming so is 2011,and 2011..what im seeing.
competitions again.
gosh,time do fly fast.
and yeah,well ytd.after skool.i sat down with syafa till silat starts.
heh heh,i had a great time.though it was kind off an emo session.
training was fine lah,i should be getting to it,campus run..and the usuals.
well,in the middle of the break,we sat.
my friends were saying abt 'idunnothetopictitle'
its more abt 'self'
well,perspective is important.
how you appreciate yourself,its abt how you judge yourself.
well,absolutely you wont feel happy or satisfied with yourself in a way or another.
i guess,i was a positive person.or maybe i was thinking the idk way.
i guess,the only way to appreciate self is just knowing ur strengths and keep working on your weaknessess.
i guess,life has thought me much to know who i am,what im like and how i should think.
if you dont feel satisfied abt how you look,what abt me?:P
looks doesnt matter if your personality is great.
thats how i looked in this matter.
it is how you project yourself.'carry yourself'
apart from this,im upset with myself.
i tend to get complacent.:/
idk,but this 'notbeingkanchoingattitude' is not in me.
when it comes to training,im sort off not in the mood unless you are in the scene.
gosh,i get irritated knowing the fact.
what can make me have that adrenaline rush?
its seriously have been me.
well,i guess i need put some MAD in me.
the fact is the problem that have been with us,is making me sick and tired to fight for anything.
even if we fight for,thats supposed to be worth it.
things have not been in the way you wanted.so im tired.
you think,im not stressed out by the fact how things are.
its irritating cos these issues that you have can simply be solved if the ego is put away in a box or throw farfar away.
i guess this is life.
im like no morewords.
reggaethon~
