there goes the saturday.i didnt went training..
two days of silat training killed me,i need a bloody rest.
tmr outdoor training,no excuse.
i simply not loving my life.
and having to prove things to others when you have nothing to hold on to,suck.
im seriously tired.
people are liked running from responsibilities.
seriously,i have a life too.
cant be me and wid be doing the housechores.
we have assignments,study to do even research.
fuck.
if we complain,we kena scolding.
oi hidop gini merana DOk,struggling.
if i can choose,i wouldnt want such things.
oh fuck,i have no choice.
in the end,what do we get.
we complain we kena,we nvr complain we merana.
baek!
thursday silat training was a nightmare.
nvm,it was unfortunate.
wow,i wasnt safe.i lack the attitude of safety.
damn,the girl fracture her arm and knee,ankle muscle swollen.
sadly,unforeseen circumstance happen.
i take as a lesson for me and everybody else.
speedy recovery.
im not motivated afterall.
im so tired with everything..seriously,i think my heart and head have no rest.
stress dok.
yknowwhat,youve changed.
simply isnt the person i know.
i dunno what family is anymore.
believe me.
im tired.everybody seems to be running away.
im tyring to hold on to nothing.
fml.
reggathon
